Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Inevitable

There are certain things in life that will always catch up with you.

You can think you've evaded your deepest concerns and thoughts...but somehow they always corner you in the night...or slip into your mind in the most unexpected moments. There are a lot of heavy thoughts and feelings that I've been cleverly avoiding for awhile now, and my many attempts failed me to avoid them any longer; I was once again flooded with deep memories and raw emotions.

It's never pleasant to cry tears of sorrow...but sometimes those mournful tears lead to tears of hope...tears of rejoice and renewal. I still have a lot of hurt inside of me at this moment...but I know that with time, if I allow myself to face my wounds - my broken heart - God will reach inside of me and knit me back together. He will guide me to where I am supposed to go...in His amazing and perfect will for my life.

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